The last time my heart was fluttered
I was too naive
I set up my expectations too high
Then I fell to the ground
Hurt. Broken. Damage.
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Loneliness creeps into my heart
Haunted me in every sleep, every dreams
My brain doesn’t want to stop thinking
Forcing me to remember the memories I hate
How do I forget?
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I let my heart freeze
Without knowing how to warm and melt it
Nobody can stay in such a cold place
Then, how can I keep the fire burning, if you keep watering on it?
Yogyakarta, December 7th, 2019-08.11 p.m.