The last time my heart was fluttered
I was too naive
I set up my expectations too high
Then I fell to the ground
Hurt. Broken. Damage.
Loneliness creeps into my heart
Haunted me in every sleep, every dreams
My brain doesn’t want to stop thinking
Forcing me to remember the memories I hate
How do I forget?
I let my heart freeze
Without knowing how to warm and melt it
Nobody can stay in such a cold place
Then, how can I keep the fire burning, if you keep watering on it?
Yogyakarta, December 7th, 2019-08.11 p.m.