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I have my mind, so does the others

I have my heart, so does the others

I have my thought, so does the others

I have my feeling, so does the others

Then, what’s the difference between us?


Can somebody explain to me why something is considered true by some people and wrong by the others?

Sorry, if I’m too dumb to understand

Sorry, if I’m too naïve and innocent to believe

The more I try to find out the answers, the more I find another questions

It’s like an endless cycle


My visibility is limited by distance

My hearing is limited by frequency

But, there’s always plenty of room to expand my perspective


My eyes can only see what’s in front of me

My ears can only hear sounds with range 20-20.000 Hz

But, I can see the deep meaning behind something if I expand my perspective

Trying to figure out what will happen next based on the patterns I saw before


I don’t want to be stuck on binary logic

If I don’t choose A, doesn’t mean I choose B

If I won’t say yes, doesn’t mean I would say no

The world isn’t only black and white

And I won’t build my prison of mind

Yogyakarta, May 4th,2019-08.04 a.m.

A Girl Who Fights Against The Darkness

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I keep my eyes open widely

Walking through the unknown and mysterious path

I can’t see anything clearly

Are my eyes really blind?

Or is there no light here?

I don’t know why I am afraid of the darkness

My childhood memories come to my mind

Like the arrows released from its bow

I could hear your despair voice even the people around me were so loud

I could see fear lies in your eyes even in the dark

I could feel your disappointment and dissatisfaction of yourself

Feels like you are useless

Feels like you never move to another place

Just stay at your place now

The darkness that trapped me in, slowly began to loosen my strength

What should I do?

I don’t want to stop here

I don’t want to lose everything

This is not the end of my journey

As long as I am still alive, I will keep fighting against the darkness