Even my brain is burnt, my voice disappear or I broke my heart it can’t be recognized feel it myself as a part of me then, what’s your plan?
Will it be my next mistakes? Would you hold me if I fall? It’s a big lie if I say that I’m not afraid cause everything is so dark so, I need to find a light
I saw you on a higher place one by one, leave me here Why does it take time for so long? Why do I never go anywhere? Even though I haven’t found a light yet I prefer make fire rather than curse the darkness
Every step I take Every pain I bring I don’t know where’s the finish line
Is there any standard I should follow? If I can make it, will it be alright? You can say that it’s just like a chicken who try to be an eagle But, I’ll be both Gonna fly as high as a sky and never forget to step my feet on the ground
Every step I take Every pain I bring That’s what make me, “me” The past behind, the obstacle in front I’m gonna erase the word “give up”
What’s growing up? Elders told me to change Told me that I should take care of myself Arrange my mind Repair my broken heart and soul
What’s growing up? Motivator and self-development books told me to step out of the comfort zone Should I swim across the ocean? Should I jump from 160-floors building? I don’t think I need to enter the dangerous zone cause it already came on my way
What’s growing up? If my age and mentality don’t match at all I refuse to be called “little kid”, but my mentality says otherwise
How far the distance between my goals and the place I stand stiil? My growth became the bridge that connects them But, I can’t count how far I take a step cause I don’t care about the distance I’ll crawl, walk or run, whatever I want No matter how far
My head feels heavier Is it gain some weigh? Or do I carry too much numbers? A stack of data Analyze and Forecasr Deadline and presentation
Higher pressure Suddenly everyone gets fussy Top manager give pressure to middle manager Middle manager give pressure to supervisor Supervisor give pressure to the staffs Then, who’s the staff putting pressure on?
I nag to myself, “why are you so dumb and weak?” I push her to the edge She doesn’t accept it I’m angry
So, should I press myself to reach a maximum point?