My head feels heavier
Is it gain some weigh?
Or do I carry too much numbers?
A stack of data
Analyze and Forecasr
Deadline and presentation
Suddenly everyone gets fussy
Top manager give pressure to middle manager
Middle manager give pressure to supervisor
Supervisor give pressure to the staffs
Then, who’s the staff putting pressure on?
I nag to myself, “why are you so dumb and weak?”
I push her to the edge
She doesn’t accept it
So, should I press myself to reach a maximum point?
Yogyakarta, November 26th, 2019-08.00 p.m.