I wish I was brave enough to speak louder
till your ears are gonna be deaf
I wish I was brave enough to slap your face
till your awareness are awaken
I wish I was brave enough to release my anger towards you
till you realize that my anger is dangerous
Sometimes, I’m tired of being nice
Sometimes, I’m tired of being polite
Sometimes, I’m tired of being a lady-like
Sometimes, I’m tired of following the rules
Sometimes, I want to make them afraid of me
Sometimes, I don’t want to be kind
Sometimes, I don’t want to follow the rules
Don’t want to do anything
Or disappear from this cruel world
Sometimes, I want to kill someone
Or kill myself
But, there’s no bravery
for a coward like me
Yogyakarta, November 2nd, 2019-06.52 p.m.
Share My Thoughts and Emotions 
This is the kind of things
depression wants you to say
there’s no worth in killing
that wouldn’t be a good way.
You are tired of being polite
kind and following the rules
some rules don’t make sense
anyway do not break them
because that’s a thing of fools.
That you’re not fighting alone
you need to know & be certain
depression can be defeated but,
life can be hard and uncertain
don’t know when would it be
but is better to give your best
to find what’s behind the curtain.
SukaDisukai oleh 1 orang
Thanks for your kind words. It means a lot for me. I hope you have a great day.
SukaDisukai oleh 1 orang
Thanks! You too.
SukaSuka
The writing is beautiful and well done but I hope you are not actually depressed. Poets do write things creatively that maybe has nothing to do with them.
If you really are depressed, I want you to know that you are never alone and very much loved. You can and should do whatever it is you want, make your own rules. But do not be sad❤️✌🏾🥰
SukaDisukai oleh 1 orang
Thanks for your kind words. I think I’m not really depressed. This poem just like how I express my feeling cause of the hard times I had. But, I’ll overcome it. Have a great day, Judith 😊❤
SukaDisukai oleh 1 orang
That’s good to know, cheer up and have a great day too🥰
SukaDisukai oleh 1 orang