My Journey to 100 Posts

source : screenshoot from mobile phone

Reading and writing are like breath to me. I love reading and writing since I was in primary school. When I was in middle and high school, I joined journalistic club which suits my interests in writing. Even when I entered college, I still wrote for campus bulletin or magazine sometimes. But, I’ve never submitted or published my works in media that allows more people to read. The classic reason I often use : I’m shy and afraid. So, my writing is only known and read limitedly.

Then, because I was too focused on my study, I spent 3 years without writing at all. I came back again in the beginning of 2019 after experiencing internal battle with my inner self. But, I didn’t know what to do. I didn’t know how to start again after 3 years hiatus. I felt like my writing skill is gone.

In the middle of March 2019, I dared myself to start blogging on wordpress. It’s not easy for me to attract and gain the readers. But, it’s not the only difficulties I have to face. Lack of inspirations, writer’s block, inconsistency, laziness, procrastination, mood swings even fears are the things I have to fight and conquer.

Previously, I wrote my posts on this blog in my own language (Indonesian). One time, I tried to write in English then posted it here. I found out that I could gain more readers than before (mostly international readers). Then, I repeated it several times till someday I found that my posts got pretty positive responses from readers. That’s why, I always write my posts in English here.

source : screenshoot of my 100th post on wordpress

I also joined online community writing and writer’s forum in one of online media in my country to learn more from senior and professional writers there. Since then, I always learn to write in 2 languages at once : Indonesian (on community writing and writer’s forum) and English (on wordpress).

Whether it’s on community writing, writer’s forum or wordpress, all of them give me chance to connect with others from different background (on wordpress I could communicate with many international bloggers). All of bloggers I’ve ever interacted with, left different impressions on me. They have their own characteristics, styles and uniqueness in expressing their thoughts and emotions. Honestly, I got many inspirations from them (you guys are the best!!! ^-^).

Last but not least, I’d like to say “thank you” for your supports and appreciations to me. Without you, my site won’t go this far. I’m sorry if my writing still suck and bore you to the death. I know I’m not that good T_T. Well, I’ll end it with a poem. Here it is.


Full, crowded, noisy
Is my head going to explode?
Is my heart going to burnt?
Let them out of your head
Let them out of your heart
Let them stick on this blank page

I didn’t know what to do
till I found you
100 posts since March
100 posts with rise and fall
100 times fall but 1000 times rise

I have no words to left anymore
except “thank you” and “i love you”

Have a great day everyone! Don’t forget to be happy

*) Notes : If you have any critics/advices/opinions/anything about my writings, you can tell me on the comment section below.

7 respons untuk ‘My Journey to 100 Posts

  1. I love reading what you have to share. I’m pretty sure I’ve read every post you made since you told me about your blog. Honestly, it kind of works really well for you that you can speak English because so many people around the world speak English whereas not so many people speak your native tongue. At least with me, it’s allowed me to connect with you, which I’ve appreciated.

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    1. That’s the main reason why I decided to write in English even though it’s not my native language. I want to interact with people around the world. I really like your posts because most of them relate with me and I’m sure millennial people too (since you named it #MILLENNIALLIFECRISIS). It represents your site’s name so well. Anyway, thanks for your support and appreciation.
      Warm regards.


  2. Congratulation for your 100 posts!
    You are awesome!

    Keep writing and inspiring! I am going to support you and hopefully, someday, you can write a book and publish it also. Your writing style is just so soothing. That’s mean you have a kind and a gentle heart. keep it up!

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    1. Awalnya ini cuma iseng2 aja sih. Trs saya jadikan challenge buat diri sndr utk nulis Bhs Indonesia dan Bhs Inggris dlm sehari (walaupun cuma coret2 ide kasarnya aja). Eh, akhirnya keterusan hehe 😅


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